2am Thoughts

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So that I've started writing, I felt no better place to express my thought process. So here we go... Also please do consider the fact that it is a 21 year old writing this with no much experience.. just mood swings.

Being A Girl: Hey Ladies...

Ever felt if you were born to be a boy? Ever felt the guilt of staying quiet for the harrasment suffered in a public transport? Ever felt embarrassed for reacting against the same? Ever felt how better it would have been if all men were as kind as your father?

Being A Student: 

Ever kept nodding your head even when not even a single word goes in your head? Maybe because we never wanted to disappoint the teacher or maybe because asking questions would make us look dumd😅 Ever felt to run home fast to begin studying for the next semester and ending up with just doing the opposite?

Being In Pain: 

Ever felt like restarting everything, even life? Always did feel so but had no courage to be born again to start studying from the beginning😰 We students know the difficulty of byhearting all the answers. Ever wished you were born in some other caste? For whatever reasons😜

Being Alone:

Ever felt lonely in crowd? Ever felt left-out? Ever locked youself in a dark room, all alone without your phone?  

Being An Obsessed Fan: 

Ever felt how badly you like your favorite artist? Ever felt like restarting the song again for just to feel it all again? Ever felt a song so meaningful when you don't even understand the lyrics? Some Korean Songs. Ever felt your phone volume isn't enough for your favorite song? Ever felt like reloading the YouTube video just because you missed your favorite artist's expression? 

Realisation for the above:

Ever realised how badly you loved a particular song and used to hear it so regular that it someday became the most annoying song for you? Ever realised how obsessed you were about your favorite artist that you had a lot of it and now that person is no more your favorite?

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So is it just me or even you do feel the same?

'2am thoughts' because it was exactly 2am when I started writing this.😉